Difficult like it sounds

It make sounds really strange but this the story that i'm going to tell, they ask me am i okay, they ask me if im happy,i don know are they asking me that because of the shit thats been thrown at me,or am i just a little snappy and they genuinely care about me, or i just an invisible guy with a view that someone can sense it, my presence is just a stone that throw at them. I say it now and you cant hear me,what the f**k good does that do me now,but somehow i need to stay cool no matter what situation. I is just trying to pick up the pieces of me, well it must been at least 3 years i spend my f**king time with nothing and now i end up with a truthful life with a future i can see. I really want to thanks JESUS be a peacemaker around my life during i'm stuck and now i plan to push more the limits i can.

Really i just can't believe it,i know that it feels like their dreams but it really my dream i just wonders how others went through their life, i trying not to make myself not regret that is how i try how to push and get my feet on the ground on the safety consequence, i really try hard to get this dream and now everything is fine continue my mission and vision.

Unlike last time i'm just waiting out the line that i don feel like want to crossing it but now i not even touch the line but push my limits till beyonds myself judgment. Now i really can believe that i am who i am now unbelievable i'm not only appreciate to my family especially my mom never give up on me even though i have a bad sense during my immature time i try hard now i got i want i just need few more step just need it. To show those out there nothing is impossible cause you yourself who control your own life and also to my guardian that i feel like he is always by my side when i'm indeed hurt and trouble that is JESUS he is my Saviour i can feel it.....