Today is not my day...

Today is not my day,cause i have many things to worry like,money not enough for me to use(maybe i've over spend my limit) really fucking dude............shit.I've also really sien........about my life damn shit...........i just trying to find something that mkes me happy but nothing can make me happy....sadness is my feeling for everyday.....haiya pls help me FRIEND!!!!!!!

oh my god tomorrow is my physic test.....

ARGhhhhhhhh............help me!!!!!i try to learn but i don know how to learn pls help me.......aRghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........FUCK MEN.........

yeah MIB.....VIP

Check out this cool photo........Cool izit..hehehehe look at me sak o not o eng tao o not hahahaha........si ai bin ho...ok i put it here and thanks for viewing my photo cause i want to share to everybody so Thanks just drop some photo...

SEE YA.....:)

FUyoohh.....now i have time to update my blog..

Now i have time to update my blog cause my assignment at last finish and complete but tomorow i still my last test is Technician Science and this subject is similar to physic....OMG.For all the while i din't update my blog but i try to get new info about my life trough picture cause i try to gather all the photo just to put in blog.OK here you go.........ok here you go the picture that i get YOU KNOW THE 4 CANS OF TINS BEER ME AND MY FRIENDS DRINK WAHSEH COOL AND CHILE UP MEN CAUSE LONG TIME NO DRINK AND I DRINK UNTIL maBUk LUCKILY MY FRIEND BRING ME BACK TO MY ROOM IF I CAUGHT BY MY LECTURER I'M DEAD CAUSE i drink is not to show that i drink is to release stress cause this few days stress....stress always stress....so don't blame me cause this is just for entertainment.YAHOO......seronoknya....

OK look at that boy on the picture there i think he cannot see the sign board on top of the door until he play so song until he don know where is him actually cause he is in the girl toilet hahahaha..........still laughing there so happily,at that time is w just finish test and he sot oledi until he masuk girl toilet veli siaw......

HAiya.....ok until here only bye bye......:)

yeah..............i just want to as history of me...........look carefully this picture has been approve by this blogger so if u want to steal neh....... neh........ pu......... pu.......hahaHAHAahaha just joking...
Next time i will put approvement in my picture just for safety i think all u blogger out there should do it like that!!!
Don thank me hehehehe.....SI AI BIN ho???

ERMmm...............ok.......

FINAlly i finish my project it's call surveying yeah!!!!at last........see my smiling face how happy is it hahahahahahahaha

Another story of me,i just come back from kem lately wow very very .........suffering i have to sleep on the grass give the mosquitoes bite and the worst thing is we have to soak ourselves in the dirty water that is my worst nightmare luckily i still can survive just imagine how is my life and we have many activities going on,when the day i come back i slept 4pm until 7 in the morning until to the next day see how how tired i am, so my roomate to sleep until to the next morning.WOW sleep like dead people and maybe this lately i will not always and everyday update my blog cause i have to struggle for my physic and do revision but even thought how i will update cause i want to list down all my thing that what i've do during my life.
Until here so good bye....

Wah lao eh........UNTIL become GoNg oh!!!!!

YAH.......today is really not my day totally free day can say every night i have to stay late,to do my revision,my assignment and ready for my new presentation,and yet the worst thing is that i have to pass finish it all on next week cause final exam is coming soon and my sem is going to end......that is make me more worry cause i scare,stress,tension,tire,sleepy,say,unhappy and anything.See just imagine,how am i going to follow up all this days and how am i going to do all my thing sometimes i ask myself.........WHEN THIS THINGS IS GOING TO END!

BUt there is a good news cause i finally do finish my practical work for surveying and just need to done the report then SUAK!HAHAHAHA........

I think u some of u will think y i use colour fonts.....u want to know y????CAUSE I
SOT OLEDI HEHEHEHAHAHAHAHA.......i think very soon i will end up in 7th mile

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Assignment day!!!!!!!!!damn fuck!!!!!!!!!

WOw!!!!!today can say i finish 3 assignment at one time full swing non stop just can't stop doing especially final exam coming soon,that make all this assignment come towards me god is totally i really don know how to control myself now so my friends if i come back to Kuching become SIAW LANG pls call me or know me OK?!












YAH!!!today i have to finish all my assignment including all the assignment that need to pass next week,but i do it early cause i need to finish before my FUCKING KEM really make me no mood this few days cause i have to face many situation and consequence in my life too,i just can't imagine how anm i going to finish this semester haiya.......
OK!i stop until here cause i need to recontinue to do my assignment so goodbye and if i did not update my blog that's mean i'm totally out of free time but i will come across to update my blog cause i want to list down all my life what is meant is LIFE LIKE THIS.

nothing lah.......

Today is about nothing hehehe...........cause nothing to write..........hehehe..........give me comment want i want to write...........

€Cute dogzzz......

I really like dog....look how cute is it hehehe:)

Can you feel my world....

I do until i'm crazy cause i just do this practical until i fail then have to do it haiya......really sien eh......cause my lecturer tell me that we must learn from mistake.Then,i try to think it over what he say is right,so i have to do it,with no choice.Here is my first experience.................

Wow full swing lah today.........

I have so many thing to do lah........................

Yeah at last...........

Yeah at last i pass my survey engineering test 2 yoh.....i was so happy......cause i struggle hard to earn that mark.I will say to myself gambateh to myself yeah......!!!!!!!!!!!GAMBATEH YEAH!!!!!DON GIVE UP!!!!!!!KEEP UP THE WORK!!!!!!!!!

Today is full of sentimental day.

This is whole day i listen to this seminar and wasted my time by attending,if did not attend they say u have no kamsis or either hostel to stay........haiya very sien and yet just to attend this seminar i have skip by doing my assignment haiya really make people busy until no time for me to enjoy or play and now i have to stay late to finish my assignment really "ma huan"
"BUT" there is a BUT over there can say this seminar is very touching and also a band there,saying about don't abandon your parents and take care of your parents.Actually i have one stry to put in my blog and that story you must read it and keep your tears for your future.OK it starts with...........

Once upon a time.........there was a boy whose name is RABER and he has a mother call MUM ok here is where the story begin...........

Raber is a boy that really hate her mother very much but his mother love him very much,he hate his mother because his mother has a one side blind eye he never tell about his friends he has a mother but only talk bad about her mother,her mother was a farmer plant a padi field near her house and his son Raber seldom talk much to her mum and make her sad and heart broken.Just imagine that you treat your mum like that how she feel we never know but our mother know.One day Raber forget to bring his lunch pack to school that his mum prepare for him,so his mum sent his lunch pack to school.After his mum go to the class and call him to take his lunch pack,just can't imagine that he tell the teacher say that he don know her,so the mother knew that Raber never like to see his mum because of embrarassing of his mother one side blind eye.No matter what his mum just walk away and left the lunch pack on the outside on the table.Suddenly there was a heavy rain and storm towards against the sky and so Raber mother can't go back but no choice she have to stay at the school until the rain stop.So,when recess time Raber slowly peek at his classmate and quickly take his lunch pack on the table that his mum left for him,during that time his mum was peeking and hide away from his classmates.One of the classmates look at Raber mum and scream loudly because of the one side eye blind.Nevertherless,one of the classmates takes the broom and hit her hardly until she drop and they throw something at her at spit at her,but Raber just stare at her madly and pointed her GOOD.His mum slowly wake her self up and go back home with tears and sadness,she have no point but to stay away from the school.After all this happening,the classmates know that the old wicked lady with a one side blind eye is Raber mother,and many of them tease him and laugh at him say that "hahahahaha Raber has a mother!!!!!with a one side blind EYE!!!!!!!!and very ugly!!!!!!hahahahaha".After all this teasing Raber quickly went back home at scolde his mother by saying that " why u have to become my mother and i just hope you just die now or soon i hate you mum u are not my mum" with all this anger word from Raber,his mother cried silently and just trying to ignore what his son say to her.One day,Raber finally graduated his studies and directly transfer to Australia,the mother was happy but she could not share her happiness with her son because when she try to talk to her son Raber just shout at her SHUT UP!!!!!!!BLIND EYE!!!!! the mother even try to be good to him also he just ignore his mum.Few years later,Raber own a company,house,car and luxury things,and he become rich by the way he also have a wife with one kids.One day,his mother miss him very much and borrow money from all around her neighbour just to go to Australia to visit her son.When she reach to Australia she struggle hard to ask all around the people because she don't know how to speak English.So she try her best whole day without resting.After she knew where his son stay she go there and visit his son but sadly his son just scold her by acting he doesn't know who is that when his wife ask and his son chase her away by throwing smelly water at her.So his mother has no choice she has to run away and she return her own house by a sad and hard feeling in her deep heart.FEW years later, Raber was invite to go back to his own hometown to visit his old friend wedding.When he go back to his hometown,after going to his old friend wedding , he pass by his house where his mother live there and knocking at the door "Hey Old lady r u in!!!!can u open this Door i just want u to show my face!!!!! come on !!!!!open the damn door!!!!.Suddenly a man one of his best friend too,approch him say that "don knock at the door anymore your mum just pass away this few years ago" with a shock Raber did not cry but happy bacause he don't need to worried about his mother will ever show her face agian because to Raber his mother only bring embrassing thing to him.On the other hand,his friend pass a letter to him say that"nah take this letter this the letter from your mum!!!! oh ya!!!!!she is not yor mum right???she is just an old and lonely lady!!!!right!!!!!"angrily his friend give him and walk away.When Raber open the letter it writen:



Dear son,

I hope u can read this letter,cause i will not arond in this world,i just want to say thank you very much that you are my son not only my son but my angel to me,eventhought u treat me badly i will forgive you cause you are my blood and my soul.Actually not i want to have a one side blind eye just because u have an accident when u where young and one of your eye was damage and blind so i donate one of my eye to you so that you can see the world that i wish you to see,i never wanted to tell you this news because i don't want to see your tears come out from your eye,that's why i try my best to be a good mum to you and no matter what how you treat me before i will always love you in my deep heart.SORRY SON...........

From your mum.


When Raber read this letter he cry loudly and say that"sorry mum !!!!!!!!!!!!sorry!!!!!!!!!!!sorry mum!!!!!!!!!!!!".In the end this is what he can say now.





So friends don't treat your mum that make her heart feel bad or sad try this day or today hug your mum and say THANK YOU MUM your mum will cry with tears and say WELCOME CAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I LEFT..............So friend what you waiting for......!!!!!!