Friday, January 21, 2011

Difficult like it sounds

It make sounds really strange but this the story that i'm going to tell, they ask me am i okay, they ask me if im happy,i don know are they asking me that because of the shit thats been thrown at me,or am i just a little snappy and they genuinely care about me, or i just an invisible guy with a view that someone can sense it, my presence is just a stone that throw at them. I say it now and you cant hear me,what the f**k good does that do me now,but somehow i need to stay cool no matter what situation. I is just trying to pick up the pieces of me, well it must been at least 3 years i spend my f**king time with nothing and now i end up with a truthful life with a future i can see. I really want to thanks JESUS be a peacemaker around my life during i'm stuck and now i plan to push more the limits i can.
Really i just can't believe it,i know that it feels like their dreams but it really my dream i just wonders how others went through their life, i trying not to make myself not regret that is how i try how to push and get my feet on the ground on the safety consequence, i really try hard to get this dream and now everything is fine continue my mission and vision.
Unlike last time i'm just waiting out the line that i don feel like want to crossing it but now i not even touch the line but push my limits till beyonds myself judgment. Now i really can believe that i am who i am now unbelievable i'm not only appreciate to my family especially my mom never give up on me even though i have a bad sense during my immature time i try hard now i got i want i just need few more step just need it. To show those out there nothing is impossible cause you yourself who control your own life and also to my guardian that i feel like he is always by my side when i'm indeed hurt and trouble that is JESUS he is my Saviour i can feel it.....

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

My Damn Point

I'm going to break into pieces.........
do a lot of damn thinking........
stress out.......
trying to put something but can even imagine it.......
depress..........
growing beard.........
damn.......want to be the best is really hard....not easy.......not satisfied with my own work.......... seems like something missing even though it's reality.......life is just like solving a pieces of puzzle........but that pieces are missing and they need to be found......everything is bull shit
THIS IS THE TALE THAT I'M GOT TO TELL